GREG GET OFF MY BLOG.
Stalker ;)
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
Monday, 9 February 2009
More Moans
Ok so the apparent trend emerging in this blog is me complaining about some of the shittier aspects of my life. Firstly IM STILL FREAKING ILL. Second I have a pile of work/jobs to do and no energy to do them. Third I'm eating like a horse and STILL hungry. Fourth, its cold. Fundeedooo.
So, did anything interesting happen in my day today? Like hell it did. Bor-inggggg. God, I can't wait to finish GCSE's, free, to get away from the monotony and repetitiveness of my day to day lessons, ICT, French, Drama, I can't hack it much longer, so much effort for so much uncertainty. Worth it really? Also, got my sixth form acceptance today, got in with all the options I wanted, science to the end, tell the truth I'm scared. What if I never make it? That'd mean a lifes worth of wasted dreams and effort. Guess that's the reason I push myself to my limits with everything, after all, I won't get anywhere if I don't sacrifice now. But to be honest, it's all crap what the schools tell us, pumping each and every one of us full to the brim with advice on how to cope with exam stress. Really its a ton of superficial nonsense. Making the school look good while really all it does is bore the life and soul out of us students. Lets face it those of us that would crack under pressure will do so anyway. Stop wasting precious moments of my life telling me how to deep breath okay?! Pheee-w.
Ok rant over. Huzzzzah I've corrected my ICT reports, done the biology and now, I shall attempt to tackle this beggering RE homework. Ok, I tooodles.:) xxx
So, did anything interesting happen in my day today? Like hell it did. Bor-inggggg. God, I can't wait to finish GCSE's, free, to get away from the monotony and repetitiveness of my day to day lessons, ICT, French, Drama, I can't hack it much longer, so much effort for so much uncertainty. Worth it really? Also, got my sixth form acceptance today, got in with all the options I wanted, science to the end, tell the truth I'm scared. What if I never make it? That'd mean a lifes worth of wasted dreams and effort. Guess that's the reason I push myself to my limits with everything, after all, I won't get anywhere if I don't sacrifice now. But to be honest, it's all crap what the schools tell us, pumping each and every one of us full to the brim with advice on how to cope with exam stress. Really its a ton of superficial nonsense. Making the school look good while really all it does is bore the life and soul out of us students. Lets face it those of us that would crack under pressure will do so anyway. Stop wasting precious moments of my life telling me how to deep breath okay?! Pheee-w.
Ok rant over. Huzzzzah I've corrected my ICT reports, done the biology and now, I shall attempt to tackle this beggering RE homework. Ok, I tooodles.:) xxx
Sunday, 8 February 2009
Late at Night.
Greg if you've finally found this congrats. Your memory does work! :) (Or maybe I'll have caved and told you the address)
Anyway.. its nearly 11 on a Sunday, I need to sleep soon. On the KAPOW side, finished alllll of my drama draft thank the gods for that, not hovering over me all week! On the down side I have a sore throat, thanks to Greg and his snow cones no doubt. Boohoooo.
Things I still need to do this week:
- Biology Sheet
- Other ICT report
- Chemistry test
- RE Questions
- Finish Reading Engy' play
- See mrs Ramsay
Oh yes. What a crazy fun life I lead.
This weekends been alright though, the dancing at Jaz's party was hilarious though I was in for a few nasty shocks that night! Andddd the snow, tobog'ing was funnnny but FUCKING BOLLOCK FREEZING COLDDDD. Boy did I reach the end of my endurance. Still good though!
Y'know this blog's getting longer than I thought it would, I'm actually pleasantly surprised.
Finally BAHHHH my tummy hurrrrrrrrrrrrts :(
Boiiiiiiy :) x
Anyway.. its nearly 11 on a Sunday, I need to sleep soon. On the KAPOW side, finished alllll of my drama draft thank the gods for that, not hovering over me all week! On the down side I have a sore throat, thanks to Greg and his snow cones no doubt. Boohoooo.
Things I still need to do this week:
- Biology Sheet
- Other ICT report
- Chemistry test
- RE Questions
- Finish Reading Engy' play
- See mrs Ramsay
Oh yes. What a crazy fun life I lead.
This weekends been alright though, the dancing at Jaz's party was hilarious though I was in for a few nasty shocks that night! Andddd the snow, tobog'ing was funnnny but FUCKING BOLLOCK FREEZING COLDDDD. Boy did I reach the end of my endurance. Still good though!
Y'know this blog's getting longer than I thought it would, I'm actually pleasantly surprised.
Finally BAHHHH my tummy hurrrrrrrrrrrrts :(
Boiiiiiiy :) x
Thursday, 5 February 2009
Snow - Bah Humbug.
I'm ill. That sucks.
Coughing (yeah thanks asthma) sneezing temperature joy. Being ill means I'm not allowed out in the snow at all But all the Bristol buses are cancelled so not sure how many of the 'Brizzle Crew' will be in anyway. Now it's even stopped snowing, I tell you I'm not amused today. Really what do you expect...
Naturally, this means travel chaos, school closures, horsemen of the apocalypse and so on. Got to love England's reaction to snow.
Gordano seems to be bent on staying open whatever happens. Monday/Tuesday we had crazzzzy amounts of snow and STILL it stayed open, compared to todays piddly amount not much hope. But gotta feel sorry for the year 7 who lost a tooth to a snow ball :(
Maybe some good will come of this though. I can lie in bed and try do some homework as the teachers seem to be going totally crazy with it at the moment.
On a totally new front, last Saturday I was confronted for the first time, with the true reality of death. At the home where I work one of the residents 'passed on' and I was given the task of calling the funeral directors and then showing them to the body etc. Gotta say it was all abit grim. Then I get to the room and see this small, frail frame, clasping a wedding ring box in one hand, I had to bite back the tears.
But, being confronted with the reality that is death really made me think. That could be me,I could be lying under a white sheet tomorrow (hopefully not but still) But yeah, it's made me really value what I have I think. I've decided I want to smooth down the rough bits of my life, because it could be me.
Well anyway, I'm now gonna retire to my bed.. well I'm already there, I'll justturn off the laptop tbh. Bye now :) x x
Coughing (yeah thanks asthma) sneezing temperature joy. Being ill means I'm not allowed out in the snow at all But all the Bristol buses are cancelled so not sure how many of the 'Brizzle Crew' will be in anyway. Now it's even stopped snowing, I tell you I'm not amused today. Really what do you expect...
Naturally, this means travel chaos, school closures, horsemen of the apocalypse and so on. Got to love England's reaction to snow.
Gordano seems to be bent on staying open whatever happens. Monday/Tuesday we had crazzzzy amounts of snow and STILL it stayed open, compared to todays piddly amount not much hope. But gotta feel sorry for the year 7 who lost a tooth to a snow ball :(
Maybe some good will come of this though. I can lie in bed and try do some homework as the teachers seem to be going totally crazy with it at the moment.
On a totally new front, last Saturday I was confronted for the first time, with the true reality of death. At the home where I work one of the residents 'passed on' and I was given the task of calling the funeral directors and then showing them to the body etc. Gotta say it was all abit grim. Then I get to the room and see this small, frail frame, clasping a wedding ring box in one hand, I had to bite back the tears.
But, being confronted with the reality that is death really made me think. That could be me,I could be lying under a white sheet tomorrow (hopefully not but still) But yeah, it's made me really value what I have I think. I've decided I want to smooth down the rough bits of my life, because it could be me.
Well anyway, I'm now gonna retire to my bed.. well I'm already there, I'll justturn off the laptop tbh. Bye now :) x x
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